Shyness Kills – A poem (with very rude bits)

Shyness will kill me more surely than suicide selling my life-for-a-life I despise when all the while it was my choice to smile instead of a snarl of ugly truth that might have brought me to you, soul seer, twin, who tastes where I rot and ruin and accepts the bargain.
I want your dirt… grubby, angry, slapped, foul, wanting howls, Bukowski, Burroughs, face in the trough wrath and strife!! Give me screams in the night, give me clawing fire, give me gouts of flesh torn to call my desire. Give me sacrifice and pools of want, blood on the floor and deviant thought.
Kiss me, yes, kiss me so softly again, but then fuck me so desperately, climb in my skin, spit carelessly over me calling my name, crush my face, lick my wounds, go under my fake, to raw muscle and vein and suffering shame then you will know me — then. Only then.


Written in response to a “show me your dark side” prompt.


The world is insane and I'm in writing therapy!

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28 comments on “Shyness Kills – A poem (with very rude bits)
  1. Bukowski I think the bio movie was pretty good. I think he played himself.

  2. you know I love this one already.

  3. Wow, talk about imagery. I like this one. I might have read it several times. And then needed a shower.

  4. Stream of consciousness works well for this spilled milk

  5. warmginger says:

    I like that I don’t like this. Or perhaps I mean I don’t like that I like this…respect and kudos to you anyway!

  6. I do like – but then again I’m a sick individual 😉

  7. grandmalin says:

    Your “dark side” is very raw and honest and this is a powerful piece. (IMHO for whatever it’s worth) 🙂

  8. You’re very,very good, Panda!

  9. You’re a man not from this time, or, a man too securely tied to this time…

  10. BroadBlogs says:

    Mmmmm, I like this one.

  11. Panda, of all, I particularly liked the third paragraph in the way it addressed your topic -shyness.

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